sporadic behaviour

i know upon seeing the title; a reader might progress something into the things i do just like anyone does, hahahaha. i am talking about the book i had read and finished for five days. its from the author of the movie done by kirstin dunst the Virgin Suicide; called MIDDLESEX. its a narration type novel which is like in a movie that somebody is doing narration while the reader really expound the whole scene into its own imagination in reality. i was astonished of the momentum of the story that each turn of pages takes you to different locale and the acts could put yourself into it. About a hermaphrodite that slowly got stuck and confused of the sexuality. thnx god im gay, im no confused and im happy. the author had made a remarkable milestone of studying the location of the story, research of the facts and figures on where does hermaphrodite really came where he excatly pinpointed countries that one can find them. its exhilirating, i cant help but turn the page till i get weary. i lov...

PAGADIAN 2008, the second time around to beat the odds and face myself another challenge for a friend. His wedding, Bernie Estores and Ann Santillan, both hailed from Pagadian. I made a quick change and derived an idea to create hysteria as in total make-over for teh venue, total change of the mode at the reception. Well i got my surprises over the priest who pratices CHuppah a jewish practice which they made a canopy for the couple, the priest was soo crazy for me. He might thought that me looking at it was a stupid guy, hahahaha, hes loss. and to the hang ups of Ann's mom and sister with that host wannabe from Cagayan hahahaha, they were so funny, conventional and so provincial stupids! At least i proved them wrong, i got the last laugh!

It was friday and i cant help and resist the IT, April Rama a dear momma in the house, invited me to come and get to mingle the crowd at FORMO. well' to my surprise, i have a lot of things to do, PLDT MyDSL advance party is happening at the FORMO and of course, Miss Jaja Chiongbian was there too with the gorgeous hubby Hon. Edu, who is so sleek, Lorlor my dear attended the event and Jig Arquiza associate editor for Weekend(Sun.star Cebu) with Clint Hilton Potestas our good taste writer and Jonas Panerio from CDN who, wasted himself with coke and iced tea in his gusto! it was a well rounded party, and met the best guys in town who flew in from Manila. April rama was so pretty that night and Juday( JUde bacalso) was soo stunning as Kate Torralba strut with Daddy choy over her black gown with the Oblate gold patch at the side, ohh damn pretty. Bambam was such a surprise and we went home together:) thanks April i was so dead drunk!

lately, things were so in place. like stellar like wacky. grooming ourselves for the best supplement cover, we first went to meet(thats me and emily) Dexter Alazas the mighty to ask permission so we could use Nikki Taylor as our cover model for the Health BEauty and wellness supplement. i wasnt able to believe at first glanced of the situation, since Nikki is such a busy entity. We know, since shes into photoshoot and TV and school, i envy her shining capacity. When we got the nod from Dexter, prob was the locale... then our prowess of speech led us to Shangri-la Resort and Spa via the communications assistant manager Lesley Tan and Carla Kiamko Sun.star's very own advertising consultant. Now, the second problem arises when Jessie Glova(yes the filthy rich) make-up artist dons a wedding in Manila and we have to find a perf day to fit in his sched. Whilst on that point of negotiations our dear Joseph Ong couldnt make it since hes a busy working guy and at the same time, left for Man...

i was introduced to this book by rene our vp for circulations, he told me his eperienced about this book and the movie. i shed tears too, i had the imagination of the entire scenario of the friendship, betrayal, journey and success. this is a good story and tho the movie had some twist but still you can relate to it. i love the part where he fell in love.

5.21.08 Crazy thoughts running in every corner. convulsing pulse rates and heart beat could not be mended now. i cant help but think in volatile, mind is in havoc over a person whom i tried to comprehend but yet he was'nt there, he wasnt missing me after all. i hate things to die down for no reason, without a good fight, without effort. Everything becomes abstract to a playful destiny; im churned by fire and swallowed with conformity. But it vanished into thin air; i cant go beyond nor stay on this world that long if i would think he still existed; im too exhausted to think now. Its eating and tearing me down like an ice cream melting under a normal temperature; what is so advantage of this ice cream is that theres this tongue to lick the drips and hands that holds unto it. Sad to say but i am closing a chapter where i become so foolish, too drowned with elopeness, revved up for excitement me, but it wont get me anywhere nor hook me to a place where i can be of myself. i hope i m...

it was a rainy saturday; we had fun again for the shoot. The Project: Photoshoot for the COVER Sun.star Plus and Special, Mother's Day Supplement The Models: Cheryll Ballreich (Anthony's better behalf) and kids elle and anton. Thnx to this guys, they were so patient and caring. We invited a special fotog for this issue. JOSEPH Ong; what a great guy to work with. he is so manageable, his work ethics is so pro. I like him best when hes quite and thinking and he is a burst of ideas that he shed into us. thnx for his great clicks that even surreal quiteness was just incognito. with the essence of fresco everything's breezy! Again, the production could never be complete without the whole cast of beauties, me Emily, Jello and Bobbie. Attached foto was a candid(kuno) portrait by him!